First of all, let me apologise for the previous post. I wrote it last night and this morning I woke up with guilt and shame, thinking of what you all must be thinking of me.
I woke up just fine. LOL. I'm glad I'm putting my business out there. But I thought at least one of you would come up and say, "Me too!"
So you've read the title and you must have said out loud, 'What now?'
Well this post is about The Pimp (Honey Lips's chum) and his Main Squeeze. The Pimp is an alright guy, he's very good to me and is ready to defend my honor when bitches run their mouth. Main Squeeze is a very nice woman, in her early 20s and extremely cautious when it comes to let a male into her heart. Despite her misgivings, she fell for The Pimp. They are going quite strong and The Pimp is serious about her. Everything is fine in Mushy Land until last week when Honey Lips imparted a secret to my delicate ears.
Apparently, The Pimp is a sleep-around type of guy. He fancies anything with big boobies on a pair of legs, attached to a pair of butt cheeks and feels he must whip the Johnson out and into the Moist Haven at least once. It's obvious he's madly in love with Main Squeeze but his roving eyes keep roving.
Over the last few weeks, Main Squeeze and I became good friends. Every time she confides in me, my brain gets whacked up by guilt. They have been fighting practically every day since Main Squeeze's been hearing stories. Stories like "Your man is a man-whore", or "He sleeps around" or "Bitch I'll kill you if you don't stop seeing my man", etc.
The island we live on is pretty small and everyone knows almost everybody. Any time you set foot out of your house, somebody will know and will pass on the information to someone. After all, it's a big deal if you're drinking a beer and talking to a woman/man during the day when you're supposed to be doing something else.
So when I heard of The Pimp's notorious ways from Honey Lips - a trusted source since they hang out almost everyday -, my respect for The Pimp kinda plummeted. If I didn't know Main Squeeze at all, I would have cared less or none at all. But since she's a good friend of mine, I can't really be honest to her and that's worth losing sleep over. On the other hand, if I say anything to her, everybody loses in one way or the other. (Plus HL strictly warned me not to get involved and never to get involved in other couples' relationships.) But I truly believe The Pimp really, really loves her.
What I can't comprehend is why should one betray the ones one loves? Why can't we fully respect each other? For how long will he fuck around? What happens when or if Main Squeeze finds out? Will I lose another friend? Should I keep my distance from her? Because I can't and won't say anything to her. And that makes me feel like an asshole.
Go ahead. Judge me.